It's not the thought of you
That makes me feel this way
You died long ago
It's the thought of him
Hearing you say
"Babe I love you too"

I always hated that name

Ive been so afraid
To commit these words to paper
Proof of my insecurity
Sits here in front of me

As I sit here in the rain
Surronded by death and the place I died inside
I wonder do you even know?
You'll never know
All the hatred I hide

I always hated that fucking name

If my wish comes true
Your boat will sink
The current consumes your body
Like your body consumed my soul

I slammed on the brakes
And for a second I prayed
That he would be struck down
In a hail of gunfire
I slammed on the brakes
And for a second I prayed
That my car would veer off the road
We would be together forever

Together Forever